Missing...

i was reading my blogs in friendster and emails from my ex... i realize something... some emails are gone... and some of my blogs are gone... i don't know how it happened...

are they gone...
did i deleted them unconsciously...
did i imagined them there...

i don't know... i love her... i remember that much... i asked her to be with me forever... i remember that as well... but i'm not sure about the emails and blogs anymore...

but anyway... i checked on them... to forget... including the 3120 text i got from her saved in my phone...

three years... that long... maybe i should delete them all as well...